Monday, May 26, 2014

The Landline



“Don't go,” he murmured against her lips, holding her close. When he saw the tears filling her eyes, he brushed them away as they fell, cupped her face towards him, and kissed her.
“I know it hurts. But I need you to stay,” he told her. “I can't go on.. without you.”
She didn't meet his eyes, and stood there with quivering lips, her face pressed against the warmth of his chest. Resting his chin atop her head and holding her tighter still, he waited as the tears tumbled down his cheeks and onto her silken hair. Slowly, they began to fade.

The hospital called to tell him her heartbeat had ceased, but they never got through. The phone lines were long dead.

Saturday, May 3, 2014

Maybe this time

Your gaze, risque',
Oh but in all the right ways,
takes me in as I stand here soaking,
Pouring tears just to see its raining.

Three more steps, and you can save me,
And maybe if you would just lean in,
you could hear the breaking and burning,
This reticent heart losing all meaning.

"All he did... All he gave, was hurt.
And goodbye was my only riposte.
I wonder, would you hold me please,
Help stop the numbing, help stop the shaking?"

And then in your eyes flashed the years,
It wasnt the rain, I swear they were tears.
Memories of words and radio silence,
And we knew your pain was my connivance.

Tuesday, December 24, 2013

A possible future


I see the future
Empty eyes
Stripped of their soul
Begging for respite

Beautiful minds
Erstwhile free
Shackled and trapped
Processing commands

Black hearts
Cold and grim
Frozen in time
Devoid of love

 Dreams
Never attempted
Possibilities
Never explored

Freedom is alien
People kill for a dime
God is a myth
As people wait for
Their time

The Will To Achieve

To dream is to live
The fuel for sustenance
 Mans reason to
seek subsistence

To give up is to extinguish
the will to survive
 It is to stop Short of the finish
As others whizz past

No castle Nor Rome 
was built In a day
 But you will never
Achieve  Unless you start off today

Every idea is a possibility
begging execution
A restitution from
intellectual prostitution

Stay strong admidst
all forms of dissuasion
For they too fell victim 
to the same persuasion

Monday, December 23, 2013

The Name that was You.

It's ridiculous,
the way the world around you gets distorted
when you're confined to your bubble,
and your face is contorted
with pride and glee.
For every time you glance around, you see
the others, bobbing and heaving too,
but fortunately, never above you.

You see them paddling and wobbling precariously,
while you sail on, propagated by the whispered glory,
emanating from tongues that sought to galvanize you.
They took their umpteenth turns, trying to innoculate you -
A swift rise cannot be followed by a swifter end;
that you soar unassailed, on this they remain vehement.

But in your painted ignorance,
you close your eyes.
You awake to the shattering hum,
of the world passing you by.
A broken moment, no fight, no retaliation.
There's no pursuit, no innate determination.
You reach out and destroy the wet shroud encasing you.

Blinded by the brilliance of the stars that weren't there before,
you blaze down, for the first time you're seeing more,
than yourself, or the faces waiting below.
Shaking wooden heads, amongst the many, they lay you down.
And mark your grave with the Name that struck you down.

Friday, November 22, 2013

Life is whatever you want it to be


Taking a minute from a busy schedule, at some point in our life we may question “Why am I here?”However the TV, your mom ,or your boss breaks your introspection and it is never thought of again.Yet  when you find yourself with too much time once again the question strikes? Why indeed am I here?
The human life cycle as Shake sphere famously put it (bear with me guys) is divided into seven stages. For the poetically inclined:

“All the world's a stage,
And all the men and women merely players:
They have their exits and their entrances;
And one man in his time plays many parts,
His acts being seven ages. At first, the infant,
Mewling and puking in the nurse's arms.
And then the whining school-boy, with his satchel
And shining morning face, creeping like snail
Unwillingly to school. And then the lover,
Sighing like furnace, with a woeful ballad
Made to his mistress' eyebrow. Then a soldier,
Full of strange oaths and bearded like the pard,
Jealous in honour, sudden and quick in quarrel,
Seeking the bubble reputation
Even in the cannon's mouth. And then the justice,
In fair round belly with good capon lined,
With eyes severe and beard of formal cut,
Full of wise saws and modern instances;
And so he plays his part. The sixth age shifts
Into the lean and slipper'd pantaloon,
With spectacles on nose and pouch on side,
His youthful hose, well saved, a world too wide
For his shrunk shank; and his big manly voice,
Turning again toward childish treble, pipes
And whistles in his sound. Last scene of all,
That ends this strange eventful history,
Is second childishness and mere oblivion,
Sans teeth, sans eyes, sans taste, sans everything.


An attempt to traverse a mountain and reach the peak of adulthood, before the onset of the battle with time?



Or is it a transient experience which one must undergo before being thrust into the real life which is salvation?Is this an illusion? :O



A bid to inveigle a deity? A life spend in subscribing to the instructions of a text allegedly containing the instructions of a superior entity.Constantly defending  our beliefs and deriding anyone who thinks different.(I know I sound hypocritical)



Alas this writer has neither been dead nor seen another return from the dead. And so empirical evidence suggests that this could be the only life which is merely an outcome of chance. So how indeed will we make use of this serendipitous existence?
Will I spend this life cooped up in a cubicle attempting to accumulate as much wealth as time would allow me to? Would I follow a dream? Would I live for Love?No one can nor should make a choice for you because 60 years down the line you don't want to be an old depressed "Pantaloon" who hates life but rather you must be able to take the step to the other side with a smile

As of now I am perhaps wound up in the path I am, as an outcome of confusion. However I do make it  a point to enjoy life and make the most out of every moment.

So what do you think life is about? 

Friday, November 15, 2013

Death : The beginning or the end?

As the coffin descends into silent slumber
Among the throng that sobs by the number
As the angry flames consume the corpse
As the  warrior sails away sleeping

You hear the people say:
Hes gone away to a better place
You will meet him at the end of days

A transient mans delusion of immortality
A procrastination to experience life unbridled
A dream of freedom
A false promise..

Does heaven exist?A paradise of bliss
or does hell where you suffer but live?
Or see life in another light
in the shoes of a bird a beast or plant

Or is it the end?
The void of emptiness
As memories and sensations fade
And you cease to exist